nightmares.

I only care about myself.

apparently.

I am so tired of my life honestly.

I am just tired.

of being unhappy.

of trying to make him happy.

of trying to be what we used to be.

waves from the sea mix together with big dreams.

an apocalypse comes to tear them away.

drifting in a life raft,

praying to make it out alive.

dark clouds and no moon.

disaster all around.

only water for miles and miles,

there is no solid ground.

try floating on water

sink.

try floating on air.

dreams don't become reality, my dear.

only nightmares.

gasping for breath,

trying so hard to breathe.

I want us to be happy,

but we're under water now.

torn away by the currents

flailing around to find you

but you're gone.

lost to sea,

for all of eternity.