the battle of the stars.

it takes 30,000 years for the light of the stars to reach us.

30,000 years for the burning balls of gas to shine their light upon the earth.

in 30,000 years the wish you make on the shooting star to come true.

30,000 years the stars spend fighting to get to our presense.

one step in the right direction.

three steps to the right, one step to the left, four steps backwards. repeat.

and always remember... it's the second star to the left and straight on til morning...

breathe.

the sun loved the moon so much he died every night to let her breathe.

depression is built up anger inside of us that we repress and push deep down so far inside of us, that we forget why we are angry and become sad, but we forget why.

we spend years fighting this sadness, but it is a battle of the unknown.

we breathe in the bad, and hold on so tight we forget that there is hope. hope underneath all the repressed anger that cannot get out. 

you cannot fight the unknown, but you need to simply let it go and let the hope fly free.

all you have to do is simply breathe in the good and release the bad.

there is hope, just breathe.

it's all about you.

you wanted this, you asked for it.

this is all about you.

clingy, obsessive.

confused.

this describes you.

all you want is me, but i told you i don't want you.

i love you as a friend, but not as a lover.

vibe, vibe, there isn't one.

you're not my lover.

i enjoy your company, it's fun to hang out... but lately you've been choking me with i love you's and i cannot breathe.

i'm dying, i'm dying!

let me free, leave me be.

but you hold on tighter, squeezing your fingers around my throat.

i'm turning purple & blue.

trapped under your hands trying to get free.

i wish i did love you, i feel bad for you.

you're giving me your all, but i don't want to be yours.

i want to be mine. i want to find me.

who am i?

i don't know because you won't let me see.

butterflies & bees.

floating on air.
floating through life.
when will it end?
when will i be happy?

negative energy surrounds this place.
i feel it when i get near.
sharp pains enter my skin,
all over my body.
piercing my heart until i scream,
but there's no sound.
complete silence.
deafening silence.
consumed by all the energy.

floating through life, piercing pains of silence.
float.
sting.
float.
sting.

butterflies & bees.
it's all because of the butterflies & the bees.