I need a cigarette.

tonight... Better yet today has kind of sucked. I really hate living here. I hate all the people here too. I don't know what to do anymore honestly. I feel stuck. I can't even be comfortable to go to sleep at night. There's people always waking us up 24 hours out of the damn day. No on ever leaves him alone. it's fucking strangling. I wish I had a bed any fucking where. Somewhere no one can ruin my high or wake me up when I'm about to fall asleep, or eat my fucking food... 

Fuck man I need a cigarette so badly. I want to cry. I want to fucking cry.