you left me.

i know you said you would never leave me

but I can't help but feel like you left.

left me behind.

even though when I went to do the same thing two years ago, you asked me to come back and I did.

I told you over and over the past two years that we could go anywhere.

as long as we were together it didn't matter to me.

I would follow you to the moon and back.

I was waiting for you to be ready.

but now you left me behind.

all alone.

I don't want to be alone.

why did you leave me?

why?

I said I would go with you.

all this time if I had known...

maybe I would have stayed in Texas.

maybe I wouldn't have come back here.

maybe.

nightmares.

I only care about myself.

apparently.

I am so tired of my life honestly.

I am just tired.

of being unhappy.

of trying to make him happy.

of trying to be what we used to be.

waves from the sea mix together with big dreams.

an apocalypse comes to tear them away.

drifting in a life raft,

praying to make it out alive.

dark clouds and no moon.

disaster all around.

only water for miles and miles,

there is no solid ground.

try floating on water

sink.

try floating on air.

dreams don't become reality, my dear.

only nightmares.

gasping for breath,

trying so hard to breathe.

I want us to be happy,

but we're under water now.

torn away by the currents

flailing around to find you

but you're gone.

lost to sea,

for all of eternity.